I realised how much you once loved her, I'll be fine soon.

Met Qiaos outside school early in the morning. Got her work, & waited for Sassy. Mich & Adel with Anna came awhile later. Adel, thanks for the cookie. :D That cookie she gave has got little note. Hahah, so cute. & mine.. It says, "you'll meet your dream lover." Something like that. Ohwells. Anyways, bestaye isn't in school, Qiaos & Mich skipped school. Left with Sass & I. But I guess everything was cool. I kept disturbing Sassy, uber fun. I was dead tired. But in order to keep myself awake, after every lesson when changing classrooms, I'd disturb & play with Sassy. I can't take. Let me close my eyes & give me 5seconds, I'd fall asleep immediately. That is how tired I am. :D Chem was fun, I think it's so damn easy. Ratio & Proportion, percentage & all. It's easy & having class test next friday. YAY I'm confident, I'm gonna pass. Plus baby's help, I'm sure I can pass. YAY! Chinese was funny. Doremon with pubic hair & ugly hearts with hair drawings. I wanna do that again, Tricia. If every chinese lesson was that hilarious, I don't mind having chinese everyday. :D

After school, took 136 down to Sassy's place. She showered & got changed. Took 62 down to Jalan Lokam. Missed the first 76, stupid driver don't know how to wait for us. Assss. =/ Reached Parkway Parade around 4pm. Met Qiaos & Kwai. Bought anni present already. xD Trigger happy trigger happy. Damn excited, I really am. Qiaos asked why just now but I said I don't know. Now I know. :D 'Cos I wanna know what's her reaction when she saw the gift. YAY but whatever, I'll be >): if her reaction turns out to be something else than what I expected. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Cabbed back at around 5pm. :D Chatted quite a bit in the cab. Qiaos& Sassy, don't worry okay? I know what I'm doing &I won't do it lah, omg please. Hahah. The uncle's damn cute la. He kept talking to Kwai but Kwai's like doing her own stuff & all. Hahah. Tsktsk, Gf says that uncle is lonely, that's why. Hahah! Got into Compass, went to buy drink with Sassy. Qiaos & Kwai went to make glasses. Went off arfter awhile.

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I'm dead tired. Friendster doesn't have much people who has got great photography skills & produces uber nice pictures in their profile anymore. Friendster-ing is still fun. Gf's damn busy. >): Sigh, I don't like. I want nice new songs, ugh. Off to bed, yawns.



I'm crazy for this girl,
<3,

9:09 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.

Tuesday. Two nights before, I went for our school's centrestage's play at Raffles Hotel, Jubilee Hall. That day was shit, totally. :\ Had art, left school around 4.30pm. Went home, changed. Couldn't stand much of the craps I'm getting at home, I left damn early. Walked around at compass on my own. :D Bestaye came around 6.50pm, went to eat. THANKS TO CHANTAL CHOOOOOOOO & WE WERE LATE. She was the one who suggested to eattttttttt. Went BK while waiting for gf's arrival. =D She was late, VALLIEVALLIE late. But nevermind. :) Hah, Qiaos wanted to go first, so they went. 7.15pm, we took a cab & rushed all the way down. In the cab, it was damn hilarious. Bestaye treated the cab like her car. Hahah, omg. Gf was embarrassd. Rofl, & scared to share a cab with her again. Reached there around 7.45pm, Miss Yeo was being nice & let us in while the choir was singing. Bestaye's friends, Monique & Danielle were there too. They came earlier, haha. Qiaos came in awhile later & sat at the balcony area. After intervals, Qiaos& Kwai came over to sit with us. (:

The play was good, I love it. =D Gf thought that it was gonna be boring but it wasn't, at all. Hahah. The play ended around 10plus. Took train down to Sengkang. Waited for Gf's train to come & walked back home.

Wednesday. I can't remember what happened. Anyhoos, Bestaye left already. )x Back to her hometown, arse. Well, had maths after school. It was okay. Went home with Sass & Mich, got my piano books & walked back to compass. :) Met Nette & Qiaos, ate at Mac's. xD Left around 4.15pm, had piano lesson. Piano exams oduring July, I'm dead. =\ Gf came & went to meet the rest first while I was having piano lessons. Went to meet them after piano. :D:D:D:D Mom wants me to meet them, so I went. Gf stayed around with the rest. Went to the doc's, got my MC, like finaly. :D -jumps for joy. Home after that. :D Had tuition & I realised Wednesday;s like a Maths day. Three periods of maths in school, one hour of extra maths lesson & two hours of maths tuition at home. Omg Maths freakkkk.

Today. I missed bestaye already. ): I dislike Thurs. I've mentioned that before. Ugh, I don't like. SS, Maths, SS, recess, SS. What crap is this. =\ Well, it's better than three SS periods tgr but it's damn irritating. Ugh, walk here & there. Anyways, I'm dead tired tday. Gf just finished her test at school, on her way home now. I'm coughing like some mad cow. Qiaos leaving on Saturday morning, to Hongkong. Left with Sass, Mich, Nette & I. How sad. >):

Qiaos, thanks for the talk yesterday. I guess you kinda helped quite a bit. You read me like a book okay! Even I, myself don't know that about me. Hahah. I guess things will get better for both of us. :) No more quarrels, no more fights. I'll find that smile back, I didn't realise I lost it. Rofl. Don't complain when I start to smile & laugh for nothing, for silly shits. Hahaha. Once again, thanks babe. You really did helped la, although she was kinda affected by "lost her smile" & all. :D Thanks babe. -hugs! <33

Babyboy, thanks for the gift. I like la, silly. :D I'll find the smile back again, okay b? Don't worry, I'll be fine soon alrighty. It'll only bring us closer & nothing else. All those tears, disappointment, arguements unhappiness, quarrels & disagreement willl come to an end okay? I promise you, I'll be a good girl & br nice to you instead of calling you names & all, all the time(its a habit now, how?) Your girlfriend loves you okay, your wifey loves you. I love my hubs<3. ;D

REPLIES!
XAV, hey loverboy, you're so fine & you really blow my mind. ;D
VANESSA, hahah you bet! we'll catch up soon okay! I really love your hair & your glasses. :D
CAMII, hahah I miss you too please! We gotta catch up soon okay. :D
MICH, But Xavier say I can get to know him! I'm not as crazy over him as you are but.. I don't know. I find him okay la. Can't always look also, if not he doesn't look as good anymore. :D TEEHEE
NING, yeh, thanks. :) thanks for the codes yesterday! One love!
PRUNELLA, hey babe! :D jia you for your art okay! we'll work hard together. Don't be afraid of the Os. :D Gly loves Pru! <3333

I'm dead tired & I'm waiting for hubs to return home, yawns.


If it's lovin' that you want,
<3,

5:06 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Please don't just play with me, my paper heart will bleed. < /3

I'm not at my bestest right now. Fuck everything. I slept for three hours yesterday. I can't get to any sleep. I just let the thoughts run through my mind. I don't know where am I driving to in life now, I'm kinda stressed out & I want out. Ugh, I don't know. School was boring & I can fall asleep any minute from there. English was shit, last period was great. Received three notes from the class. =DDD Bio was worst la okay. Mrs Lim isn't at her best either. She kept yelling at us. Ugh, stupid. Art was kinda fun, I'd say. She didn't asked for the research tday, she'll ask for it tmr. So I'll rush everything tday. School play.. Shant talk about it anymore. Bestaye, if you're reading this, I don't think I'll be going anymore. Sorry babes, I'll make it up to you okay. ):

After school, cabbed down to compass with Sass & Mich. Bestaye went home during recess. Qiaos got Maths. ): Omg bestaye dear, please fucking take care of your stupid eye lah okay. Ugh, asshole you! Ate Mac's for lunch. Didn't really eat though. =
Mich followed Adel they all, hahah. Saw my ex-eyecandy's twin. :D:D:D:D Trigger happy trigger happy. Anyway, he doesn't really look THAT like her but kind of la. He's the smaller version. Mich thinks that he's cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hai hao lor, not like my ex-eyecandy. (x Okay I'm over her so I should shut up. But I still think ex-eyecandy better. Hor Mich hor? (x Took 156 down to Serangoon Stadium. Thought about a lot of stuffs on the bus. Music kept playing, thoughts kept running. My heart's so tangled up. But nevermind, I'll be fine again. )':

House practise was stupid. Just sat there, did homework & all. Sat around, hear the sec1s cheer. Left around 4plus, took 156 back. Almost fell asleep in the bus, esp when it's damn shakey. Rofl. Waited the bus with Sassy & went back. Thought a lot again on the way home. I was effing tired okay. I could hardly speak.

Art undone, maths undone, ss & lit undone. >): I hate school. Yes, I hate schooooooool. I love school cos I get to meet up with my friends & we craplaughjoke along the way.

In order to make me feel better, get my girlfriend to come down to my place now & squeeze me, get someone to do my homework & I'll be hyper again. (x But I know it's all impossible. Ugh.

I think I'll keep all those thoughts to myself, I don't intend to post them here. Maybe when I'm free. There's art to rushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. >):

Thanks for those who commented, I think I'll reply there. & girlfriend, thanks for updating. <3


I know we're gonna make it through this rain
<3,

5:53 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
hey you,lovely.
i'm here to invade again. i haven been commenting nor blogging recently. sorry,baby. have been real lazy and busy. haha,anyway i miss you really alot. but you're at your aunt's place.

my report's still undone and all i can think of is you,your smile,your eyes,your touch,your voice and your everything. =)

like what Aaron Carter is singing now,i'm all about you,i'm all about us. =) from the moment i looked into your eyes,i knew where i was heading towards-you. i've found my way home,my home in you. i love you,darling.

4:21 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

It's a shame we have to die, my dear

http://www.youtube.com/?v=3bVJ27rMaj4
The vid at grooming course. :)

Uploading those pictures into shutterfly. I think it's easier to view that way. :) I'll post the url here when it's done.

Replying Val's mail now. Just ended the phone call with B. Hahha, uber hilarious. B's fridae photos are lovely. Hahah, I edited one of them. Maybe she'll put it up in her friendster. Uh huh. Uncle, smile lah! Sho fierce for one! You wanna make xiao mei mei see already cry ah! Rofl.

http://www.shutterfly.com/view/slideshow.jsp?auto=1&aid=67b0de21b3763f8da45d&js=1137837632078
Pictures are here. I'm still working on the Captions. :D I'll post the excursion one when I'm done uploading. Hahha.

Out with B yesterday. Hilarious, the funnniest date ever. =D I'm done with my Eng & Chi compos. Thanks B! :) I'm having slight sore throat. I don't like. >:( Zaeron's having problems with her again. Poor thing. :\ I'll be there okay. Hugs. I'm almost done with Lit, Maths is driving me nuts, so is Art. Ugh. Die glynis die! I'm going St Nicks funfair during March, with B! *dance

REPLIES!
xavier, hey b, I love you. <3
chanel, I love you more than the pictures okay sexaye bestaye! =D Ay it rhymes!
dot, Whatever dotta. =) She ain't one please.
meg, Back in your cbox. That santa's my nephew! =D
michelle, YOU SEE WE DIDN'T GET TO GO TO THE POLY(S) TDAY. Nevermind. >:( I'll see you in school on monday! :)
prunella, Awww (: I'll meet you soon, I really will okay. Moreover we stay so near.. Don't worry lah okay. :) <3

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Twisted illusions
<3,


5:26 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Take these words & sing out loud. 'Cos everyone is forgiven now. :)

School has been ultimately tiring & there's a pile of work undone. -looks at it. I'll do it later when baby's home 'cos I don't know how to do my stupid maths homework, ugh. right so early this morning, some !@#$% showed her damn powerful i-am-angry-you-know attitude(but it didn't work on me). Stop thinking that you're ohsogreat. I guess I was wrong about you all these time. I'll get all my books outta that fuckedup locker of yours. Oh & stop telling everyone that "Glynis stole my locker" 'cos I didn't. Read the past few entries. I didn't know it was yours. I wouldn't have used it if I knew it was yours lah okay. I'm not that annoy sort. I didn't know there's a need to tell everyone that I stole your locker. So that they'll pity you, side you & come & yell at me? Kelly did, Xiu Wen did, Tricia did(she talked to me nicely la). Are you happy now? I bet you're grinning away in your heart. But whatever, I don't really bother. & your attitude.. sucks totally. Change that.
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ANYWAYANYWAYANYWAY, back to the entry. Other than that, the morning started off really nicely. :) tons of work to do & I'm not getting used to being a Sec4. Too much work, I feel the pressure on me. Ugh, I don't like. >:(

Baby caled me during recess but I made her wait for really long. I'm sorry yeap. 'Cos I was kinda busy & the stupid security guard was there. I'm glad you called so at least I can hear you for awhile. :) Thanks baby.

I hate Thurs's timetable. It's so so so so lame. Eng - 1st floor, Chi - 2nd, SS - third, Maths - third, SS(again), RECESS - first, SS(and again), eng(again) then chem at forth level. YOU SEE HOW FUCKED UP CAN THIS GET!? ugh damn irritating. Why can't they just place everything on one level? Or not SS then Maths then SS. It's so sickening. Everything was cool except that there's a lot of work. Really a lot. >:( Chem was total shit. I hate it & I don't like the teacher. Her rules = All teacher's rules. That's according to her. Like whatever. I can't be bothered la. Homework undone, no first warning. Immediate parents letter or phone call. Ugh I didn't hear a shit from that lesson, I just felt like sleeping. Boring shit.

School ended & I went compass to have lunch with Sass, Nette & Shan(shantal). Ate BK! =D Walked around, bought gifts & went back. Baby wanted to come over but I was already on my way back. >:( Sorry baby.

Showered, online& did a lil of maths. =) Waiting for baby to go home so I can call her & she can teach me my maths which is due like tmr? Ugh. Pfft. She's at Queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeensway now. Or is it Queenstown? Okay whatever.

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Baby told me a lot of things past few days. I guess what she said was right. I can't really remember what exactly she said but I remember the main ones la(baby I'm sorry I've got really poor memory). It's amazing how baby can love her dad when he isn't nice to her. =\ I can't seem to. But I'm gonna give it a try. I just want they to understand me, know what I really want. Sigh, it's okay it's okay. Everything's gonna be fine again, I guess. =\ Shrugs. OHOHOH & baby I'm really sorry about that night, I don't mean it yeh. I love you still, <33

BLUEPRINTS

Nat, I'm loving her a lot now. =D

Zel with Coco!


Nephew. =D

CHRISTMAS THAT DAY

Terrrrrrr! =D I'll miss you. :)


Merlz & Terrr. :)


My niece & she's Nat's sister, Pearlyn, is a sweetheart sometimes. :)


SANTA!


Merlz with Luckyyyyyyyyyy! :)

GROOMING COURSE

Reflection.


I like this, although it's Qiaos in the picture.


Friends for life.


ROFL.


JACLYN. Darn pretty please.


Shyaniepoopoo & I.

Chans, Glyns, Sass & Qiaos


Qiaos & Chans!


OOOOOOOOO. Scaryyy mary.


Sexy Jay. :)


Jays & Chans!


Persis & Shijing.


Chewing gum stuckeddddd.


At the Naked Fish.


(:


LOVES.

STUPID EXCURSION

"Ahem.. So what kinda job are you looking for..?"
O"Oh erm.. what kinda job do you offer anyway?.."


iinterrestiing an0rttx qiia0x?


SANBAHS, together again. <3


Trying to pose ay, Sexy Sassy?


That's her.


Sexy bitch lah you. :)


The geek's reading, again.


Watching the hilarious vid. ROFL.


Again.

Hawt(not) Bestaye! =D

Sexy!

I love you lah. :)

Pose!

I love they threeeeeeeeee. <333

o.O"

FLOWERRRRRR.

Touch that assssssssssss.

Xiu Wen.

OH, GIRLFRIEND! =D

Sexy legs!

Lovely guide.

Posing there?

Qiaos & I!

Okay running outta captions.

Us again.

In that stupid make-me-giddy 3D threatre.

Retarded them.

And us!

There, END WITH SHANGS! =D


I think there's a lot more but that's all for now 'cos the photoalbum is damn messy. Ugh. Most probably going Singapore Poly tmr, with Mich. She'll comfirm with me later. & I'm meeting my lovely Prunella there. <33333333 & baby's getting a little too excited. Hahah. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)

Changing my templete soon. Ning got me a new one. =D yay. Thanks ning, you're the bomb man! =DD

I'll never forget the places we've been.
<3,

5:54 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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